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So, it's been a while since I've been making a journal entry but the first half is me thanking you guys for the birthday wishes. ^^ Seriously, I'm really happy you guys can stand me and my flaws, and I am so so sorry about my project jumping. Due to how my life is coupled with my depression and ADHD I don't have the focus like I used to. And now here is the other half of my journal entry, thanking booze, mostly Smirnoff Ice Green Apple. I found out being tipsy when you feel like shit really makes you feel better. My inferiority complex from the accumulation of emotional abuse just goes away when I feel drunk. Also I heard there's a thing called apple rum I would love to try someday.
I hope I'm not coming off as an alcoholic, sometimes my Zoloft just doesn't cut it, and I'd like to forget how my family treats me like trash and call me stupid, and my mom keeps rubbing in how my cousins and relatives (or sometimes friends) have married, or have kids.
Well, booze is currently my best therapist ever, fuck you mom. >:c
/Also I have tokophobia
Cherilyn Ohlau
I hope I'm not coming off as an alcoholic, sometimes my Zoloft just doesn't cut it, and I'd like to forget how my family treats me like trash and call me stupid, and my mom keeps rubbing in how my cousins and relatives (or sometimes friends) have married, or have kids.
Well, booze is currently my best therapist ever, fuck you mom. >:c
/Also I have tokophobia
Cherilyn Ohlau
Having note issues
OMG I am so sorry I have not replied to any notes yet, but I have no idea what's wrong with dA but it just doesn't seem to work well on my new tablet. >_< I have tried rebooting my tablet, reloading the note page...Nada. It's broken af and my tablet is up to date too. I am just so sorry for the delays and I will give replies soon as. I also sent a report to dA about it, but...no reply yet. Still waiting for that email.
I'm on Discord and I will give it so you can contact me or talk on my journal or page. Note Rps are on hold.
I am very sorry about this. >_<
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Hey peeps it`s me and I am so sorry for the weird ass grammar on this, I usually try my best to be tidy but my new boyfriend bought me an android voyager pro and it`s pretty much half tablet and closer to a mini tablet. I`m not used to it and I am not used to its functions; the fact that I am able to get back on my dA is a blessing enough thanks to him. I am sorry for my long absence, the two years absence was hard on me and not forgiving because dA has declared my Safari browser obselete. I have been trying really hard to get back or eventually get one but 2016-18 has been unforgiving due to my mother and us being low on money. My gallery is
Safari and deviant
NightMagican (https://www.deviantart.com/nightmagican) here with a message from Cher.
Watchers, I am so so sorry, I have been working on an older version of Safari and dA has very forcefully shoved me out of using it again because my browser is outdated. This wouldn't be a problem if I was using a newer model iPad but I don't have that luxury either. This iPad has been with me since 2014 and have been using the Notes feature to write my stories in and it's easy to copy/paste to stash. That hard work has hit the fan, and I am not allowed access until I get a new tablet or until dA stops being a snobby dick and allows older versions to be compatible with it again; until then, I m
Ideas and revivals
Man, Exede has been REAALLY awful on my connection lately. I know it's bad but I hate how the quality of internet decides to shits itself even if I reboot my iPad and I know it's not my iPad. >:c
But anyway, it's the week before the Holidays and I've been thinking a lot mostly about stuff I would like to write for my page, and I know...if my gallery filled up anymore it would leave readers in a tizzy.
I know I've been putting Grim Co. and Jezebel Killer on a super long hiatus, and I'm very sorry for that, and I've placed other ideas on the shelf for later because my muse is connected to how life has been affecting me. If something emotio
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4 shots of whiskey here and i know we dont talk much but i kinda know where youre comin from with a mom that doesnt support you, my mom told me im a lesbian bc of a satanic ritual when i got outed to her earlier this year, that was hot bullshit.
if we had the room and you had a job i'd totally drag you over here with my dad and my gf. i wish i could help you more somehow. sometimes i wish i could just do high school all over again so i wouldnt be stuck at a deadend job at staples while ppl younger than me get to do great things with their lives. i miss when i used to swing by your house every weekend and i didnt have to worry about bills or rent or my dad's health or any of that
if we had the room and you had a job i'd totally drag you over here with my dad and my gf. i wish i could help you more somehow. sometimes i wish i could just do high school all over again so i wouldnt be stuck at a deadend job at staples while ppl younger than me get to do great things with their lives. i miss when i used to swing by your house every weekend and i didnt have to worry about bills or rent or my dad's health or any of that