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Since my scanner no longer works, I'll be mostly writing up fic and stories. And I'll be writing a lot, and I give myself writing projects.
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Cherilyn Ohlau
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Because this muthaflocker needed to be updated. Like I said before, I'm into a variety of things, and I love story and character development. Until I get a new, better scanner since mine is currently out of commission...I'm doing fics and stories instead.
Which vary,
but I'm a GMD fan (look at those fic folders, holy shit)
I promise no love tumors.
Really.
I like well developed relationships instead and ship teasing. I also like subtext. And making readers laugh and cry. I'm mainly doing GMD oriented stuff right now, but I do have plans regarding reviving old stories from my high school years.
I like a nice refreshing take instead of the usual pile, so I consider my works to be a nice variety pill, and none of the works are alike. I also took some artistic license of a few things...but nothing too offensive. Oh, and I do side research regarding the subject of my fics whether it involves music, history, sometimes science. So, you might learn something.
And i'm up for requests, and if you wanna borrow my ocs or even my GMD fcs or something.
Feel free to ask.
Aaand...
I take one-shot requests and such. :dummy:

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I Speak Trope Stamp by SpikytasticWoobie Stamp by DizzifulMost of my OCs are Butt Monkeys stamp by Giss-chan
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Look at this fucking stamp tree. Now, I'm ready for Christmas. Stick a star on it! Oh well, just one more:

:iconbigheartplz: Girlfriend Stamp by sapphire-warg :iconbigheartplz:
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Also: I'm sometimes won't reply to all my thank you's.
Sorry, I'm mostly busy. :<
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Okay. It's one AM, my head is spinning and a headache is going to come on but this is personal...and I'd post on FaceBook but most of my friends are on here and I consider my friends a second family. And if you're one of my watchers that don't want to hear me go off then you have a good option to click the x button on your box regarding this journal. This is...a very personal issue after seeing some harsh news today but it got better,  at least for them. A viral video came out recently of this 20 year old who openly came out gay to his religious parents who got beaten and verbally beaten in the name of God. And this hit me hard. I couldn't bare to watch the video, the very description what had happened and what was said was...pretty close to my own fear. Luckily the young man who came out is living with a much more reasonable relative. 

My family is mainly and mostly Catholic, I was baptized, even though I'm spiritually connected with the Catholic faith, I'm mainly agnostic theistic. And I do lean towards the spiritual side. I only pray when I severely need it, because I mostly believe hard work pays off and that can make miracles. But their are exceptions. And I'm sure you're sitting there, reading this, crack at dawn like I am and you're probably wondering where I'm going with this.

I finally realized I was bisexual. I came out to a lot of people on here. I even came out on FaceBook. So it's no surprise nowadays that I'm with Chris. But you know who I haven't told anyone yet? My parents. It's hard knowing, despite living in CA, living in the US. You're not considered human, you're lesser, you're not even considered someone who should be living on the same earth all because you love this person deeply. And that's what I'm scared about, as a child I was scared of rejection from the get go, I have a inferiority complex even before I found out I was bi, and now that I'm older and you find your happiness...you see so much ugliness from your own kind and it pushes you back, further and further, you can choke on it. I'm packed in my own little closet. I know people hear this term a lot, I heard this term a lot even before. I never understood it, even a teenager. I thought it was like bottling up your emotions, no, it's just as bad. I feel like I want to say "Mom, I love another girl and she loves me back, and I want to spend my life with her" but you know what holds me back? Fear. 

I am so scared of being murdered, being physically and verbally harassed. Hate crimes are popping up that also involve LBGT, along with child disownment. And there has been a rise of child disownment, either the family is phobic, or their church encourages this treatment. 

I won't be coming out to my parents for a long while until I become a citizen of Denmark and living safely with :iconnight-magican: / :iconnightmagican: and I can finally come out without feeling fear to be treated like a lesser human being or an animal. 

I'm sorry about this. It's just been bugging me and I've been talking about it for a while but it's been such a big load I had to get it off my chest. 

I really need to sleep now. It's almost two, and my head's getting foggy.

Despite my struggles in my life, I'm here for people, I can't do much but I've considered myself a shoulder to cry on. My sexuality doesn't change me, who I love doesn't change me. I'm flawed and imperfect. I've always had been. 

Sorry again for this journal. 

Cherilyn Ohlau

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thanks for the fav here!!! Paint Splash by Lolita-Artz
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Thanks for adding Protect yourself against fraud to your favorites. I'm glad you like my writing :)
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